The external lengths to which your not-self reaches outside of your true-self for some form of not-self validation, has no end.
Not-self seeking validation from not-self, in the distorted name of true-self, only to find the frequency of your experience, more deeply constricted to its not-self illusion. You move from one illusion, into another illusion.
The avoidance of confronting your deep conditioning of true-self, because it doesn’t ‘feel’ good to be authentic to who you truly are, because you think there is something wrong with you, transfers you into a distorted identity, distracts you into a distorted image, and in truth is non other than a deepening enslavement of a new layer of not-self delusion.
Cracks, openings, breakings, exposures.
Things moving in, things moving out.
Remaining in this now, as i am.
Staying inside of myself, as i am.
No external seeking, as i am.
Feeling the blood pulse through me, as i am.
True to me, as i am.
(Deep exhale) Through every no choice breath, as i am.
Loving me, as … i … am.
Beautiful. Concise. Penetrating insight.