“Using” (specifically) one of my Receptive Recalibration Keywords communicating that the energy is gone, and I’m forcing.
The energy that comes through uses me, I’m not using it, it is no choice. It is an exit frequency, reliant upon my own correctness. This gift to vibrate onward in my trajectory. None of this is ‘used’ by me, it filters through me and uses me to emerge.
Even in reflection when sharing an experience where energy has already come forth it wasn’t used, it’s the energy itself that used my binary. It’s the being currently in use for the energy.
In being used, I gain experience, in my receptive awareness. My self-reflected passenger consciousness.
Letting mind and voice on break from this ‘using’ my design rhetoric. While Mind is clocked out, I recalibrate, receive, and experience my receptive awareness.
When I say I am ‘using this gate’, or ‘that center’, or ‘this channel’ or ‘that variable’. I might as well be saying I am “using my flesh & blood”. And even more correctly, the program is using my flesh and blood. The program is using us. Welcome to your experience as a filter.
If there’s anything to be used in this decision making Maia, it is the direction that emerges from Inner Authority. Use your authority’s direction, please use that shit and over and over again, and make it you. You’se it. Because You’s It. In the Itness. The isness.
May I be as ‘real’ as I can be, by my own Inner Authority.
~ My highly conditioned, deconditioning conscious + unconscious ego.